Dear kak,

kak kena byk sabar.i noe ur in pain.keep holding on k.
u must try to be strong coz u need to take care of ur child.
adeq pon sedih tgk kak menderita. kak u must not give up on ur career.
coz in case anything happen career must not be wasted. walau ape jadi pon u need the job untok menampong bayaran skul anak kak. ur never a failure.coz in terms of career u have far successed tau kak.tak banyak org boleh keep studying till where u are,now. i always look up to u as a role model. as far as im concern ur a good mom and wife. u have try u best. u try to look after ur mom despite watever hell u went tru. kak u better off alone sey.seriously.why keep something when its hurting u big time. woman are protected by singapore law. dun keep a devil in disguise at home. kak,u suppose to be respected as his wife and the mother of his child.
its never ur fault. kak u can doa and doa je. adeq and mom will doa for u too.
when ur ready that that step and get out of ur misery. u deserve better.so does ur mom.
dun waste ur life n tears for a bastard.
take care of urself n be strong.

ps:my prayers are always with u.i'll support wat ever u do kak.