yesturday when i was watching MJ's tribute yesturday i actually wept...especially when Paris,mj's daughter, gave a speech....listening to his song bring back alot of memories...i have always like his songs like 'black or white' and my fav,'smooth criminal' which was cover by Alien Ant Farm. RIP jacko.my mp3 is filled with his classics.
moving on...
im actually feeling guilty becoz i swear at Hairull not too long ago...becoz that tym i was pissy. he kept asking for a particuler gf's number. and i dunno how to tell him she's not interested and his being irritating by kept asking over and over again.then i shouted at him "EH FUCKER...FUCK OFF LAH!"
then after that i didt msg,kol or even talk to him on msn...i kinda felt bad u noe... then few days ago i wanted to apologie tru msn...coz his one of my best buddies...and im being an idiot for swearing at him like dat. i forgot that he was the one,last time when im still single, who call me up every night just to make sure im ok and i dun feel lonely...even tho'that time he already have someone in mind...he never forget his friends and im being an ass for treating a bestfriend that way.
Yesturday,Hairull actually say helloo to me at msn asking me 'how r u?'
i was please..very please. i was in the wrong i shud go and talk to him first but he make the first move...and i was very happy when he told me that his attached(like finally..phew!) to a ,i already guess it, chinese girl.like he have always tell me ..."pompan cine badan baik sey!' *tsk...tsk...shake heads* that the reason we are bestfriends.coz his NEVER interested in malay girls...hahaha..typical of guys who have been hurt by malay girls so many time *tsk tsk!*
hairull:aku baru 5 hari ngn jilian...
me:bila kau nak convert?
hairull:aku tak tau. ????
me: sial lah aku pk kau main2 sia....kau tau tak kau klu kuar dari agama tempat kau dah reserve kat nerake?
hairull:ape beza nye ngn org yg main,minom and amik dadah.pon dose pe.
me:kau bodo eh....kau kluar agame kau murtad....murtad is an forgiven sin...kau dah mendua kan tuhan....yes,its wrong to have sex,drink and take drugs...but kalau kau still believe in him and repent later on...u will be clean again...its DIFFERENT ffrom converting to other religion.
hairull:kau shud be happy yg aku dah jumpe happiness aku.
me:dun get me wrong eh hairull.....aku happy tau kau finally attach...pasal aku tau kau selame ni "jage" aku...lolz
me:its time for u to be pampered by someone..lagi2 aku dah attach aku dah tak bbl ngn kau sgt...tapi dun u tink its wrong..
me:aku tau kau makan swine....tapi its pardonable...klu kau murtad kau dah jaoh terpesong sial...
hairull:aku tak tau arh. relac arh. aku lom tentu sampai kawin ngn jilian.
im angry with hairull lah...fuck.change religion.sheeh.
atleast if u wanna change religion,change because of the right reason arh..
becoz of wanting to marry other race..
i dun fucking understand why he cant ask the girl to change his religion after all he is gonna be the husband ,right?
dah kenape sia ngn mamat ni.
hairul dah mcm kem bar aku sia...
ape tak betol mesti aku nak tegor tak boleh cakap 'alah dier peh pasal'
moving on..
first week of school have been an unmotivated ones.
monday.
i woke only to realise that monday usually i dun go school becoz there only lecture from 10am-12pm.and i fucking hate computer system..but i already have way getting ready to go to school...so i when ahead and be on my way to pasiris to met Ain Kering...then have our lunch there @ kfc and we go seperate ways.i headed home
tues.
BLOODY HELL!
has ite simei turn into a hospital
or woodlands checkpoint?
we have to put our landyard on and we have to take sticker ath the entrance of the school..pretty much like the procedure of going into a hospital...*babi...babi...kau ni meyusahkan org arh* suffocating sey...its make me like not wanting to go to school coz very troublesome..
wed.
usual school day.
boring lesson.
draggy lab session.
facebook and iloveIM on computer windows.
assesment that we cannot get right.
therefore we have an angry Ain Kering.
lolz.she gonna kill me.
thursday.
i was so excited to go Project Mangement
to see my fav lecturer(for now)
and finish the Modern Cafe that we design.
then i got THE MESSAGES in the morning.
people are unwell and cannot go to school.
damn~i was half way done wwith my make up.
straight away i called up Dee(yes lah,xiao dede lah)
and decided to accompany her to work@ Cineleisure..
we catch up,have a personal talk..girls stuff and etc etc and i get to check out the accessories at the shop..
im eyeing the rainbow neclace abd bangles-->$30
*ahem2*
moving on...
the arguements,
the hurt,
the tears,
the words,
the apologies,
the surrender,
the compromise,
love is a battlefield
the different about it is
in the end there no losing or wining
but its abt geting out of the wars
stay stronger then ever
or fall apart.
i can wait for weekend but i want time to slow down.
i havent stop to smell the roses for such a long time.
i havent had the time to see his brown eyes.
and there's this certain way that he hugs that i like.
but i dun get often*giggles*
take care people.
ps:my craving of ben&jerry is back.
wanna go and have some with me,anyone?
moving on...
im actually feeling guilty becoz i swear at Hairull not too long ago...becoz that tym i was pissy. he kept asking for a particuler gf's number. and i dunno how to tell him she's not interested and his being irritating by kept asking over and over again.then i shouted at him "EH FUCKER...FUCK OFF LAH!"
then after that i didt msg,kol or even talk to him on msn...i kinda felt bad u noe... then few days ago i wanted to apologie tru msn...coz his one of my best buddies...and im being an idiot for swearing at him like dat. i forgot that he was the one,last time when im still single, who call me up every night just to make sure im ok and i dun feel lonely...even tho'that time he already have someone in mind...he never forget his friends and im being an ass for treating a bestfriend that way.
Yesturday,Hairull actually say helloo to me at msn asking me 'how r u?'
i was please..very please. i was in the wrong i shud go and talk to him first but he make the first move...and i was very happy when he told me that his attached(like finally..phew!) to a ,i already guess it, chinese girl.like he have always tell me ..."pompan cine badan baik sey!' *tsk...tsk...shake heads* that the reason we are bestfriends.coz his NEVER interested in malay girls...hahaha..typical of guys who have been hurt by malay girls so many time *tsk tsk!*
hairull:aku baru 5 hari ngn jilian...
me:bila kau nak convert?
hairull:aku tak tau. ????
me: sial lah aku pk kau main2 sia....kau tau tak kau klu kuar dari agama tempat kau dah reserve kat nerake?
hairull:ape beza nye ngn org yg main,minom and amik dadah.pon dose pe.
me:kau bodo eh....kau kluar agame kau murtad....murtad is an forgiven sin...kau dah mendua kan tuhan....yes,its wrong to have sex,drink and take drugs...but kalau kau still believe in him and repent later on...u will be clean again...its DIFFERENT ffrom converting to other religion.
hairull:kau shud be happy yg aku dah jumpe happiness aku.
me:dun get me wrong eh hairull.....aku happy tau kau finally attach...pasal aku tau kau selame ni "jage" aku...lolz
me:its time for u to be pampered by someone..lagi2 aku dah attach aku dah tak bbl ngn kau sgt...tapi dun u tink its wrong..
me:aku tau kau makan swine....tapi its pardonable...klu kau murtad kau dah jaoh terpesong sial...
hairull:aku tak tau arh. relac arh. aku lom tentu sampai kawin ngn jilian.
im angry with hairull lah...fuck.change religion.sheeh.
atleast if u wanna change religion,change because of the right reason arh..
becoz of wanting to marry other race..
i dun fucking understand why he cant ask the girl to change his religion after all he is gonna be the husband ,right?
dah kenape sia ngn mamat ni.
hairul dah mcm kem bar aku sia...
ape tak betol mesti aku nak tegor tak boleh cakap 'alah dier peh pasal'
moving on..
first week of school have been an unmotivated ones.
monday.
i woke only to realise that monday usually i dun go school becoz there only lecture from 10am-12pm.and i fucking hate computer system..but i already have way getting ready to go to school...so i when ahead and be on my way to pasiris to met Ain Kering...then have our lunch there @ kfc and we go seperate ways.i headed home
tues.
BLOODY HELL!
has ite simei turn into a hospital
or woodlands checkpoint?
we have to put our landyard on and we have to take sticker ath the entrance of the school..pretty much like the procedure of going into a hospital...*babi...babi...kau ni meyusahkan org arh* suffocating sey...its make me like not wanting to go to school coz very troublesome..
wed.
usual school day.
boring lesson.
draggy lab session.
facebook and iloveIM on computer windows.
assesment that we cannot get right.
therefore we have an angry Ain Kering.
lolz.she gonna kill me.
thursday.
i was so excited to go Project Mangement
to see my fav lecturer(for now)
and finish the Modern Cafe that we design.
then i got THE MESSAGES in the morning.
people are unwell and cannot go to school.
damn~i was half way done wwith my make up.
straight away i called up Dee(yes lah,xiao dede lah)
and decided to accompany her to work@ Cineleisure..
we catch up,have a personal talk..girls stuff and etc etc and i get to check out the accessories at the shop..
im eyeing the rainbow neclace abd bangles-->$30
*ahem2*
moving on...
the arguements,
the hurt,
the tears,
the words,
the apologies,
the surrender,
the compromise,
love is a battlefield
the different about it is
in the end there no losing or wining
but its abt geting out of the wars
stay stronger then ever
or fall apart.
i can wait for weekend but i want time to slow down.
i havent stop to smell the roses for such a long time.
i havent had the time to see his brown eyes.
and there's this certain way that he hugs that i like.
but i dun get often*giggles*
take care people.
ps:my craving of ben&jerry is back.
wanna go and have some with me,anyone?
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