_ B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T.Z _

Lost the mood of werking on last thursday after knowing that FARHAN have to leave us. Going to quit nursing due to his family probz. That's what he whisperd to my ears before he left for school. The sadness really shows by just looking at my bloody damn facial expression. The thinking of having a gathering & eating KFC have to just forget about it. BUT DEN! the next day i saw him in ward!! HAPPYNESS AROSE hahax! he brought smiles to me =) phew! so relieved that he won't be quiting afterall. Btw we have only 1 chibay week in ward left so the perserverence must be 100% be in us! WE CAN DO IT! =P

O_o Seems that i've found my newbies besties! Just don't know why when that person is around i will feel peace & cheerful eventhough at that moment of time, i am in a farqing state. Its really satisfying to call that person as my besties! But there's more that we have to know about each other. We shall wait & see =) Hopefully you are not one of them that only come & go in my life friend. oh i wish, i wish.

Looking forward in mitting bam tomorrow. Thinking of going west coast park playing all the kiddies stuffs or just hanging out drawing our crapz. See how den. Hope she'll bring what she have baked. YUMYUM! waiting for it bebeh! =X Got to send her LUT'S songs that he had gave me! so thouching mushy song! lurvy durvy! ffrreewwiitt! only got a little comment for it. 1st & last version not that good. Can't really hear the voice. Not that clear. But afterall, it's ok! Nice song you got there Lut!! =) Hope you & the other members of your band write more songs.

___ P.S ___ : Friendship is love but love is not friendship.

___ i am my beloved and my beloved is mine ___