i miss blogging..since my computer kena virus..frustrating..haiz...
aniway...life have been depressing ...haha..
but who cares aniway..

guys!guys!...we girl shud tell them to get a life...
if u think u can control my life,think again..
first place ur not even my bf and even if u do treat me like ur girl..u shud just sleep at ur comfort zone..ur wet drean dat is...
WAKAKAKAKA..maybe i shud be nice to them for once..errrm.....NOT!
LOL...
"bang!bang!" is going of to aussie soon..but too bad he had to make me angry and now " I LEPASKAN U" do wad ever u wan..if u dun even respect me wid a smple phone call..im not sure u can respect me when u eventually "together" offically...
im getting fed up..

but i truely IN LOVE wid "DAT GUY" this particular guy which is so near yet so far..hahaha..
wad ever..as long as his happy i will be happy too.. =)
to love someone dosent mean u have to own him rite?....im just happy wid the way things are...
but i really wonder..... will he ever noe i love him? wat will be his reaction? will he try to avoid me after dat?...sometime i want him so bad dat i think i will go crazy if i ever lose him ..hahaha
crazy bam! and his not even my bf..wakakak ever nite i take a sec to pray dat god will take care of him..really take care of him coz i dun want anything to happen to him...his precious to me...

this song is for him:
hate that i love u..

As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]You wont let meYou upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]But I hate...You know exactly what to do
So that I cant stay mad at youFor too long thats wrong

[Ne-Yo:]But I hate...You know exactly how to touch
So that I dont want to fuss.. and fight no moreSaid I despise that i adore you

[Rihanna:]And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah...)
I cant stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..)
But I just cant let you goAnd I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh
[Rihanna:]Said its not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I..will be under reason why
And it just aint right

[Ne-Yo:]And I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just cant let you go
But I hate that I love you so
[Both:]One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me
And your kiss wont make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]As much i love you (as much as I need you)
As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]And I hate that i love you soooo
And I hate how much i love you boy
I cant stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much
I love you boyBut I just cant let you go (but I just cant let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. soo.....

ANIWAY...my ladies hang out at my place ..we order mcdonald...take pic have a lil chat...so cool...we will do it again k girls! =)) fifa and yusrah feel asleep like a baby in my "tree house" hahaha..so cute sia...i have their pic lah sey but cannot post..damn! wqakakaka

raya have been sucky n boring ..but i got 70+ fulus....syukur..i dun expect anything..dah besar kann....haha
plan to go raye wid nyetianz..maybe set on 3rd nxt month..HOW? let me noe kiez...

k lah im at lib...so cannot write long2 haha *mcm tak cukop pjg gitu*

fie sorie ku tukar skin tanpa bilang ya...skin nie mcm style tapi confusing belom habis upgrate nie skin ko tlng yg lebih2 k...muackz syg ko lolz!

ok love all..bye!