zainilicious love me =)

i feel suffocated...

i mean..i felt love...

but

his love is too controlling...

i cant do tis,i cant do tat

his too paranoid

his did not trust me

i know his hurt before but he gotta start to laid back

take things as it is..

can u believe tis,

i cant go lepak...wtf right?

when he msg n kol i must receive on the spot n reply

if not he start to think stupid things and get all freak out

ohh come on!usually the girls are the mind map type!

how come my case its him??? wth...

arrghh!

fuck arh tis relationship is making me RIMAS

but i keep my cool well

i havent reach to the point were we argue like gaza war..

zaini is a sweet guy even if i say his a very controlling person

he gave me love notes,love letters.

he cares alot abt me.

he always scared tat i mite go away looking for other guys.. -_-''

the rate tat his going.hell, im gonna go away.wtf.

ok im kidding.lolz.

to me his perfect.

he has a stable job with a starting pay of $1.4k,

he solat:the regular 5,hajat n taubat,

he gonna open a clothes shop (do suppoprt him people)

he love me more then i love him

he loves me more then his life

his spending on me...whee~ hehe

his loving,

his funny,

i felt damn comfortable with him..

and he make me goessss...ouhhh laaa...laa...*giggles*

its like when he hug me,i felt tat...tat was my comfort zone n i felt save

the gud thing is we only me once every week..

tym constraint,so cannot meet my zainilicious lolz

weekday is taken away by routines so we atleast try to met up on sat or sun

but ususally one of the weekends arh coz i oso got family to layan..

VALENTINE'S DAY COMINGGG..

baby got plans for me...

tehehehe...

cant wait!

*smile widely*

yay!

oh boy!oh boy!

*jumps jumps*

hahaha...k im going crazy!

my sundal club babies sowie...

i cant do the triple date thingy...

my baby siang2 dah plan bende

and he really wants the tym on tat day to be special for us...

im sowie

i love it when he zaini sang to me,look directly in my eyes..

aww..melts~

hehe

dat day we chill under my block..

(oh yar btw he lives at fajar..damn near to my place rite rite rite!)

hehehe..

our date is about to end for tat day

he hug me then we listen to the mp3..ermm..

then there this song tat just sweeped me off

he sang the song 'now and forever' by richard marx

omg...i just cried..

'i lose my way and you seems to understand

now and forever i will be ur man..'

*sob sob*

then he was crying too..coz i cried

hehe..

he hugged and kissed me

and sent me home..

gotta go bath and get change..

i got a breakfast date with ishaq at 10.30am

lolz..his picking me up....

yay!

take care people..

iloveALL..