have u people came across a situation u just need to speak up sumone u know abt somethings tat he/she done tat displease u(or sumone else) and just feel tat u dunno how to do dat?...
tats is how im feeling right now...

if ur meeting someone for the first time and u realise his a shy person and wasnt talking to you...i know its ok to say hello or try to get his attention to speak but must you go to the extent of its seems tat ur 'muke tembok'... 'tak tau malu'...hello! ur the girl lah for goodness sake.when u meet sumone, shudt u be 'jage tingkah laku' ur a girl afterall... and looking at the guys tat are with us ..they are the chill type....and maybe they are more shy then the girls ... i know its kinda rude tat the fact we invite the guys for the 'lepak session' and they wasnt talking in one group with us,girls...but wasnt intentional...they happen to meet their 'potential-business-partners' and had some disscussion and it dosent help tat when they were talking and their u are calling and calling his name...if ur really bad at telling sumone's facial expression then im gonna tell ya....his IRRITATED by ur behaviour and so am i...because wat i understand from Bie is tat when the guys is talking they usually take turns to talk and here come the girl who have no social etiquette shouting...and i have to apologise to the guys abt the 'weird' lepak session...luckily one of the guys was ok with it...but from wat i noe,one of the girls throw a pillow at on of the guy's face...HELLO! tau makne Biadap? come on lah...wud u like if people throw pillow at ur face i noe lah u want his attention because u wanna go off....can tap his shoulder wat...
how u act reflects the wat type person u are...and its kinda sad tat now the guys seems to have a bad impression of u....but i wanna say thanks to both girls for attending tat lepak session...watever i still love ya...but next tym...pls girls no throwing pillow at a place where there's glass of cokes and mineral water plus shisha pipes....accidents happens...kannn air tumpah...masya'allah *smacks forehead*

moving on...

it seems tat dere more minah and mat bubble ard...,at first they will say... 'ok2..i can come down lepak' then next ting u know they msg u 'sori i can arh i got something on'
i was like thingking...y last min? y the second i told tat was already at the lepak place...
rabak peh...i was pretty upset abt it arh because it didt happen once or twice... sabar je tiara..haiz...so i was telling the person i lepak with,tat the minah/mat bubble not coming ...he says 'mcm mane tak kene buih....hari2 ko minom bubble tea!' hahaha
because tat tym i was drinking 'honey milk tea' with him...but his not a bad lepak partner urh his damn funny person ...we exchange our weird but funny moments ...
the sweetest thing is he made me porriage...YES..he COOK it...cool kapa! =) thankiu buddy for the care and corncern..because he know i wasnt feeling well and got a bit worried so he decided to pay a visit...ku masih de bestfriend LAki yg sweet..lolz... so sit down we talking cock...laughing at each other belo'ness and kutok each other's lover..hahaha 'shake head' hairull..hairull yo so crazy...i hope u get lucky with sandra (or i call her sandar..lolz)

next..
last sun i meet ur with another buddy,ishaq...he suddenly msg me to meet up...cool kape...i got abit worried tat upon reaching the tym tat we suppose to meet the sky turn grey and soon after tat it rains ..and its a heavy downpour...but he mnange to arrive on tym on bikes...but he have tym to come up a stupid joke..he already arrive under my void deck but he called me up saying tat its rainning and the meeting is cancelled...i as just abt to say 'its ok...its dangerous tat ur riding ur motor in the rain'...when heard him giggling,then he say 'i dah kat bwh lah bacinz' hahaha since i dun take guy's bike..we took the bus to causeways point..sempat mmbr sindir aku ' we will follow ur style..which ever bus comes first we take..' hahaha..arrive there i follow him walk ard..just to find a perfect place tat he feels like eating....finally he decided to eat pastamania..he ordered cabonara and i ordered spicy chicken..yummy...with the full stomach and a laughing session.making fun of each other stupidity and stupification we headed to the movies...at first we dunno what to watch and if u noe me well i dun watch ghost movies...he kinda challenged me saying tat maybe im like his friend who will jump at each suspense and 'sara trying to act hero' says im not like tat then his like suggesting to watch 'the unborn' to see how 'brave' am i...sheeh...the story actually not tat scary urh....the ghost is not even a ghost i guess...some weird child becoming the messenger for the loss soul who didt get tru the afterlife...sheeh...then after the movie..ishaq says 'actually ur not as bad as my friend...she more terok..'hahaha...

if this entry if hurting anyone's feeling im truely sorry...apologise from the heart wat need to be rant has to be rant to tell wat is bothering me...

i love all...

ps: asal melayu byk backstabber? pasal hang tuah tikam kawan sendiri....melahirkan generasi zuriat yg menkhianat kawan (and even family) sendiri...kenape hang tuah backstabber..pasal hang jebat actually derhakapade sultan for his friend's sake actually and in return all he get was a stab..i rest my case

This song is for u,Bie...u know who u are...i miss u...n i stay in love with u.. :'(

Mariah Carey: I Stay in Love: NEW MUSIC VIDEO


Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you