Fish's hidden talent..hehe

naughty club..lolz
sushi moment....haha...hot like the wassabi!
the school girl =)
hyper people!

i pass my DPA test...but not dat well arh....just pass...damn! buck up lar tiara!....well..i got test cumin up...so yar...gotta mug...but i dun even understand wat i study...

late night call ALways sound diff... he say we treating each other like in between bestfriend n gf/bf..i agree 100%...he say he dun wanna lose me and appreciate me....i cudt agree more....we're practically like each other but we're not in relationship...we so comfortable....no stress we will just go with the flow...his my darlink Lover...aka The Scandal (but he dosent like the sound haha).... he do get jelousy wit me n boyfie yet im here listen to him getting his one nite stand hahah...omg...crazy...we are just crazy...

ok I LOVE MY MOM ALOT n U PEOPLE BETTER NOe TIS...i wont do anyting to disappoint her even if i admit i do stopit stuff to upset her... gosh...i feel so guilty for being a bad girl... MOM IM SORRY...i just hope she noes im sorry even if she dunno wat i actually do...=(

i dunno wat i do wrong k....y ur not reply my msg have i done anything to make u angry...mom oso msg u but u didt reply...she asking me if we are fiting coz ur have not been coming over...wat am i suppose to tell her...i dunno if we are fiting or not k...seriously... aniway i miss u just to let u noe... i dun care wat u tink of me but ur still the 'sis' i appreciate...

alamak tis gf of mine ek...i not agrueing wit u lar...just dat day i was moody dat day k...so yar msg me soon or call if im strill awake i'll pick up... aniway fri klu de drama mit aku kat skul lar...ok2.... and yar...i read ur blog abt u n ayie...OMG...told u so...u wont last with him...muhahahaha...ok im evil but aku bukan nye tau kau smlm haha...so yar take care...

tot of doing a gathering....but i afraid i'll get to noe i've Lost it all...

bye people taking care....i mis u whoever u are...

lepak sessions
camwhore!

pemalas...from east point to school take taxi..hahahaha

DPA PRACTICAL
naughty club! haha

isap!..errm..i mean wassup! hahahaha....

im very tired...VERY...V.E.R.Y T.I.R.E.D.....the 2hrs journey to school and back is making me tired...school itself is not tiring.... im so fucked up in class...WTF! i cant understand a damn thing!especially DPA (but practical damn easy)...luckily i have classmates who is VERY patient with me...teaching me and stuff...and of coz,some make it less stressful by the laughter that they spread...hehe i have class test on fri...DAMNIT! i have to pass tis one ...but im not moving my arse to go mugging....wth..like seriously...im too tired to even open the book to look at the figure or to even remeber anything....when ever i see the book...i will imagine the book is a pillow and soon im in lala land...hahaha.... omg... i really need to focus.... *remeber tiara ur aim is poly..insya'allah*

haiz ....something is not helping the stress....as much as i telling myself to let go of things and to think abt myself once in a while...but somethings just cant be ignored.... why care abt people who dun even think abt me... but i still care for u people...no matter how far we drifted.... like really is it difficult to just send me a msg or someting or give a comment at friendster....i miss u people like hell....i want to sit down and laugh...talk cock like we use to...but have things change...arghh! damn! i noe everyone's busy...and believe im busy too...i have a life too.... but do make time for all of us... *are u feelin' this paragraph?..its probably refering to u.*





im still contacting wit the guys...rashyid(bf)..sazali...hafiz....sharil(sha bodo)... they are ok just tat i've been making rashyid life hell...hahaha...i've been having bloody mood swing...and his like being patient with me and keeping me calm...sazali asking me to slim down and i fuck him upside down n tell him to leave he ever say anyting like dat again and he keep quiet after dat...hahaha....hafiz and me have been gud...too gud i guess...like buddies just a lil more then dat hahaha...but we keep things simple.... 'sha bodo' is leaving for NewZealand to take PR dere and stay with his auntie...so i wont be hearing from him starting end of this month onwards... so yar...dats...dat.





take care people....i just nid to do some ranting.im done.


i miss the Nyetianz.

Suddenly everything feels empty.

the moaning and the whining....

love lost and went astray.

love making become an addiction

who's hurt and who's not?

to who shall i bare my soul....

Suddenly everything went still.

time is a test for the priority in my life

have we lost it..have we drifted apart...

where have you been my friend?

to who shall i bare my soul....

Suddenly everything is taking a toll on me.

'Nobody say it's gonna be easy'

and so the quotes hit me hard.

the pressure is pushing me over the edge.

to who shall i bare my soul...

Suddenly everything feels not right.

writing reflection on myself

and nothing sounds like what i would write

have i lost myself...

to who shall i bare my soul...