tadaaa! new hairdo! im a curly bastard now.yay.

-_-"

but dun get me wrong,i love it.and its cheap.$60 for my long thick hair.

but im freaking bored while waiting for the hair to soak up the hair mask

(or watever shit u guys call it)...

it started at 11plus and finish ard 1 or 2 plus...great.3hours.

no company somemore.

and the best part i dun have to spent more tym on my hair in the morning

coz it has the out of bed look which is much in fashion.lolz.wtf.

i can have the Diva or the rastafari look hahahaha

i have new things add on to my WANTS list.

SHOES from RUBI@Ions

i super duper loike!

(eh dee eh!..we shud get it eh!ekekek)

the Ankle Heels,The Flats and i tink im gonna get the shades too.

hehe.in ya dreams,tiara.

(dengar2 duit jatoh dari lagit)

i just came back from my date with Dee actually. its her off day so i bring her out to play.

lols sounds wrong.no?ok,its just me and my tots then.(org2 single ni kena ajak kuar klu tak perap dlm rumah) hahaha.







The Hangover is Bloody AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!


i luff my ass off.... hahaha.


its abt this group of guys who when for a road trip to vegas to have their mate's bachelor party.


but after a wild night they woke up next morning not remebering anything....but the house is in the mess one of them got married to a stripper,they have mike tyson's tiger in the bath room and they friend whos is the groom to be is missing....and i tell u thye best part is the ending where they get to see the pic they took last night....(caution:nudity and lewd)

sat,1 aug 2009:

i enjoy myself rabak2 todAY,yeppie! had so much fun with baby in the room.

no,its not wat u tink MoFo.

its a 3D movie at Iluma archard level 7....it cost $5 for a 30min show(i tink).

the story we watch was called "The Room". its suppose to be scary,like a horror movie up one notch!...its not bad...3D was AWESOMEE...the whole effects and stuff :) after that we play a car race..oh wait,its Hummer race...fun giler i tell u...the hummer moves oso...so can feel like the thrill of driving a hummer!and baby won at a table hockey match... bluekz! its becoz i give u chance hahahah

i felt bad for asking baby to accompany me to shopping..lolz...but im glad his useful in picking out tshirt,pants,acessories... etc etc. i love u for bare with me and my shopping craze... hehe.
for being a sweetheart i treat ourselves to mudpie @ CBTL...ok,me and baby is a sucker for hot chocolate cake...oh yar, and i promise i will behave better next time toward the shop owners.just sometime i find them irritating,can?

then in the evening was sheesha time...my craving for for fried mushrooms at Om is wiped off..hehe...we had the 2nd SYIOK sheesha flavour now .... peach and mint...recommanded by Guru.i and baby get high after few takes.then after dat Nazri join us...baby was not feeling well :( so he go home first with Naz..while i seat and chat with Fie who join us ard 8pm.do some cataching up.then go home.

thankiu fie for soming down after work .... and just spent an hour or 2 with me....kesanggopan seyy..lolz

need to get soon:

Baby Birthday Prezziee heh.

baseball tshirt.

flats or that striking blue shoes @ Rubi.

buddha bag.

golden eyeshadow

and a freak sports shoes or buy me Vans anyone (pretty pls?heh.)

random tots:

its funny how people say that they dun care abt ur opinion but write the whole lot of entry/paragraph/not to mention,hate blogs,getting angry abt wat ur commented.why are this people contradicting themselves? defensive fucktards.
i love being a malay so may fav cliche' is "sape makan chilli terase pedasnye". ur not gonna be the talk of the town unless ur the one who invite the crowd,yes? u bring the attention and now u got the attention. but then u cant hadle it and start to whine like a bitch. attention comes with comment.not all comment are all sugery. move ahead with the critics. tongue will wag no matter how good or bad. so just pretend to be deaf or take down the point as u go along. sometime u only got urself to blame. u present as someone with no self respect and society will treat u like a dirtbag. malay terms "sampah masyarakat".

i like shopping and i like make up.i like dressing up.eh no,make that LOVE.and i take my time to do so. my boyfriend like me dress up or dress down (and no dress on oso..but dream on).i got money to spent when i want and i can be a scrooch when im saving up to shop in every three months. im high maintainance.ya.ok.abih asal? no one give me money to pay for my shopping sprees and make up hunt so why are u the ones getting overly concern over wat i do with the money that i spent.not even my baby or parents have been asking me.

night everyone.take care :-D

im just being random.

curly hair...dream on tiara. :D

she's not fairer..its just good lighting

AinKering In Blue :P


iN lOvE WiTh DiVa AcCeSsOrIeS



Bedtime story with the retard

i have multi racial friends:

indian(Priya),

myammar(Zin)

and chinese(Cai Feng) :)

ITE has just make our lifes colourful by giving stickers.NOT!

i have Husby's face on my Ezlink.

and the Bouncer just went in for Landyard spot checks.

(trivia:Landyard in UK is a guy's manhood.lolz)

i felt like im hanging a penis ard my neck.nice.

Dear kak,

kak kena byk sabar.i noe ur in pain.keep holding on k.
u must try to be strong coz u need to take care of ur child.
adeq pon sedih tgk kak menderita. kak u must not give up on ur career.
coz in case anything happen career must not be wasted. walau ape jadi pon u need the job untok menampong bayaran skul anak kak. ur never a failure.coz in terms of career u have far successed tau kak.tak banyak org boleh keep studying till where u are,now. i always look up to u as a role model. as far as im concern ur a good mom and wife. u have try u best. u try to look after ur mom despite watever hell u went tru. kak u better off alone sey.seriously.why keep something when its hurting u big time. woman are protected by singapore law. dun keep a devil in disguise at home. kak,u suppose to be respected as his wife and the mother of his child.
its never ur fault. kak u can doa and doa je. adeq and mom will doa for u too.
when ur ready that that step and get out of ur misery. u deserve better.so does ur mom.
dun waste ur life n tears for a bastard.
take care of urself n be strong.

ps:my prayers are always with u.i'll support wat ever u do kak.

i super like sephora's mineral compact,
tankiu baby.muacksz!

i am feeling lonely,
ok,wtf tiara.

i wanna buy that customise tshirt at bloshop,
husky graphics.iloike!

i lazy to go school tomorrow,
i have too.

i so broke,
got money lil wayne?

i wanna buy a top at topshop,
sat shopping with fie & tin.settle!

i wanna get that hairband at diva,
sat go with fie &tin.settle!

im craving for green apple,
sat Om ok ladies.settle!

im so jeles they having so much fun last sat,
fuck my curfew.seriously.

i wanna hug now,
coz i can go to sleep and i need to be up at 5am.
now its 12.30am.


i wanna eat tosei,ben&jerry and gelare,
tiara stop ur cravings lar.

i hate to fight with someone i love,
but i do almost everyday.
i have attitude prob.

...and no,i did not change.

sometime i felt neglected,
then again im just selfish.

yes im still tiara,
past or present.

i just find out how to "tease" hair to make it huge.
pin-up girl style.heh

i wanna work at Aldo@Ions,
SHOES!SHOES!SHOES!iloike.


i have to pay abg ishaq back,
his asking to meet him on 10 aug before fasting -_-"


i need a blusher @Missha,
then again i just need husby to strip.
i going 4 a natural look. :D

I have Computer System test in 6 days,
and i noe zero.yay,fuck.

i need to get mosturiser,
im being dry-out.scale.

i wanna go colourful. RAINBOW.
why choose one when u can have seven.
heh.


i loike Wan Kukuhead's irritating face saying "Sayng Sayng"
hahaha

Look wat i found @ Multiply;
my old pictures!

im like waiting baby to come home right now...
coz im bored like out of my head.
they when to Johor,danga bay...hehehe..

just now i went to town..actually Ions.
i freaking like Ions..its so big and i can walk ard longer then Lot 1 shopping mall.
haha. i accompany my dear Xiao DeDe Dee for her dinner but then can accompany awhile only.
i fucking hate taking 190 on sat afternoon.
its the time where the fuck M&M come out to play at their "port".
there these two Mats (one blonde and one pendek) staring at me for no gud reason.
i think they are hungry hehe im already paranoid that my falsie is falling off and they are staring.
make things worst.

and i get to meet Jai(aka 666) gaknye lah lupe lah nick2 dorg @ Sephora's entrence....very dashing indeed with black shirt and black smart pants @ work. hahaha. someone told me he change,after seeing wat i see..indeed his change...
tak nak patah balik?..haha

then after dat accompany Jai & Dee smoke....then they go back to work...i get to buy butterfly head band @ Diva.whOoHoO! iloike! im so gonna buy that butterfly necklace $16. i tot i wanna walk ard but i remember tomorrow baby will accompany me to Ions but dunno confirm go or not lah kan. so i just went home.

on the train home...
there this malay guy who i was standing next to...at first he was standing near the mrt door..then he move and stand infront of me coz the mrt is getting crowded. then he turn ard he say something..i didt hear copz i had my headphones on..seeing his lips saying something i hang my head phone at my neck..then the guys says;

Guy: meelayu eh?
me:eh tak laa...aku kan chiner yup
guy:nak balik?
me: *ape hal kaypo ni* arh
guy:boleh mintak nombo?
me:dah tunang arh..
guy:oh sorry... alhamdulilah dah attach.

guy smiles and turn ard...
HAHAHAHAHA...selenger...."alhamdulilah dah attach." wtf! hahaha
i want to laugh but i tahan like my shit wat to come out.

then i drop at Woodland to take bus home...Guess who i saw?
Lady20...she like rushing off....memandang kan i never really click with her i just ignore lor..
after meeting dee.jai and ternmpk Lady20....i felt like meeting the Alamakians..i miss my hunny Mami,BoyMetal,Metalkid(actually part he become Dj je hahaha),LittleBoy,LoverGuy and All the Abg2...
like abg indie,abg sewel and kak Netz.ok actually there the whole list of people but some i forget liao the nick....kenangan terindah kape?...hahaha *winks @fie&dee*
i wish i can meet the sey..but wat the hell....if we meet oso will be awkward coz i didt meet them for a long time now...

while waiting for my bus to come...i meet my sec sch friend,Hidayah babat hitam she was like one busy girl with big beg.had a small chat otw home. time past really quickly... we agree that some of us are still the same..some even become more "childish" and some had major change in appearences...and there the taking abt falsie hahaha..she ask me how to wear it coz she also wanna try...hahah gawddd~ this is gud or wat! dayah is one kecoh girl,always seems like busy...but she can be hardworking.she's now not schooling anymore and now working and giving tution to her cuzziee.but she gonna continue study next year or so.

lately there so many thing from the past came knocking....those yesturdays feeling....urrghh...i dun hate my past just that something are meant to left behind and never to rake up..but it will come back no matter wat...but then again in order to change u must address wats in the past and learn from it and move to the future,which is my aim with my sweetest drug :)
its almost one year now.....bitter sweet i must say...but thats wat make it interesting...

yay! my hubby's back from johor =.=''
im off to bed...tired sia...

ps:i bloghopped a guys blog:www.wankukuhead.blogspot.com
his recent entry(22july) is gud for those musibat guys,seriously and girl shud read too..its gud for them.

hey...hey..

yesturday i dun turn up for sch...

was awaken by mom taking to dad on the phone..

getting all excited abt the eclipes..

"wow! kak lawa kan!mcm cincin matahari dier"

aww...so cute my mom.. (-.-)"

my nose sort of blocked

get paranoid and stay at home.

lol.

*interupted*by facebook chat

k:hi ade msn?

t:ader.asal eh?

k:add me.

................. -.-" zZzZzZz......................

i just dun get it...my profile is stated engaged.

and he still ask for msn.

bodo nak mampos.

so i ignored him.

lately,my sis and i have been going ard tagged.com(sis's acct ek)

and look for minah with no eyebrows..

hahaha.they never fail to amused us...

some have tis arched that shaped like macdonald logo

and now,wat bothers me is the guys...

yes!the fucking matreps is shaving their brows!

lets bbl care budak2 baru nak naik...

kaw pk qaw(kau) kool kape(pronounce:kapak) dgn kening maciam siyalzzz.

aque(aku) lagi kool soyalzzzz.. eyuhh dun step dengan i otey(teh je kopi takde?)...

aquhh(aku) naq(nak) belik kan kaw(kau) pencil utoq(untok) bathday(cool arh konon) kaw..

aque peh sayang pawn(pon) larik(lari) negokz kening qaw(kau)

ok...i get headach with this kinda language...

i tink all the malay teacher will get upset...

hahaha

*yawns*
i already wake up long ago.
but cudt get up in bed.
fie ask me to go jogging later.
lolz.
pagi2 laki aku dah gi pasak ngn parents dia aku masih lom mandi.tsk.

moving on....

wassup with guys wanting those hot girls(not that the girls are in the wrong).wats the point of having one when she playing behind ur back.then u will came crawling back to the ones u claim ugly/fat/ when u have been cheated on.like seriously.for now u probably wanted to be holding hand with the most-beautiful-girl-in-the-world and parade it to ur friends(guy's ego)but when u finally settle down,just a beautiful face who dosent even know how to handle ur marriage and family will make u regret. if u can find one who balanced out both,then im happy for u lah.
probably tink ur gf is a plain jane or not hot enuf that turns head when she walk...but when she actually make an effort to dress up did u even bother to look and praise? i even heard her saying that u dun let her wear make up(eg.eyeshadow)...and u complaint she dont look good..like seriously boy.what the world are u thinking. she give her whole heart to u and u go out there and creepin'? she even choke on her meals to look good for u...ever tot how harmful isit to her. i have friends who go for MILF...and those happen to be those gorgeous looking female ard. they are married but still sleeps ard. dosent matter lah one night stand or 'lunch husbands'. when in the future this happens to u i'll be there beside ur plain jane gf giving a standing ovation to ur faliure of marriage.lolz.bitch.
boy,u must remember..everyone grows old one day. even megan fox will turn out wrinkly and grown white hair one day. nobody will stay young and beautiful.no one stay with firm big breast their whole life.so stop fucking think that u always have to have the flawless girl to fill ur ego.pieces of shit.if ur a fucking teenager then i wont blame u.by right,at ur age u shud be searching for the one u will be with ur whole life.
.

moving on...

i am having a crave for indian food sey.someone pls bring me to lunch.i want to eat prata telor,tosei telor and masalah tosei with generous amount of curry...whooohoo!
plus teah tarik...alamak shiok i tell ya..after that go ben and jerry eat chunkey monkey,cookie dough and chocolate fudge brownie.
baikkk! go play archade...harley davidson motor race pls, n car/mario bro race care :) then after dat go Gelare~ for waffle with chocolate overload whipped cream and chocolate sauce
i miss my gelare~ gang :'(
speaking of which i intent to meet up with DJ,Aynn and Tehah soon pls...pls..pls...
oh ya...and for two weeks alrady i've been cancelling my outing with Abg Ishaq :(
alar...how eh? ain u better make urself free next week end,sat..since i'll be free too ...*evil laughter*muahaha...

moving on...

i might have to work then after that go back to school.
so after this ite course i will take full time job,sales then save up to take my private dip
its only an arrangement but god who will decides the future.
its too early to see wat will happen
but for now...
i tink im gonna atleast pass my wireless module.
coz that the only subject that i think, if ii can memorize stuff i can atleast pass,
right Roar and Ain?
the computer system.dang~
i just have to let go coz i just fucking lost in class when the lecturer teach.
i just wish i cud turn that fucking watch back in time and
didt waste that 2 fucking years stay at home doing nuting
i just wish i cud turn the time and just accept the course in TP that i get.
tsk.*shake heads* was so damn naive back then.
and still am i guess.

im praying for the the best.

im praying for a happy moment to return.

im praying for everyone's happiness including mine.

im praying for the people who's gone in my life .

im praying that friendship will stay strong, old or new ones.

im praying for everyone's health.

and im praying pretty hard that everythings gonna be fine and back to normal.

Baby gonna go Hong Kong tomorrow morning.great.last min.

:( baby bring me with you can?

alah...boring urh like dat

cannot disturb bby sia

cannot make him angry.lolz.

giler....

tomorrow i oni got mornig lesson

...then the whole fucking afternoon i free

....anyone wanna go out with me?

suma org keje....urgh! boring..

i feel like smoking.mampos

.baby gonna kill me

tak lah,tak lah.

aku mendak.serious.

aku pusing left.

\ain tgh msn on ebuddy.

syiroar tgh tdo dengan nyenyak nye.

aku nmpk budak2 4pointer jalan2 ard classroom.

pusing blakang budak2 progression tgh main game kat facebook.

aku nmpk prac nye apparatus tak letak balik kat cabinate

aku mcm nak amik beg jalan je.

-.-''

but alik umah cepat mendak.

nak jumpe laki aku lah sey :'(

dekni suke bagi alasan tau

hmmph.

nak gi lib to borrow book abt something.

takde org teman.

fuck tol.

baru kul 4 plus.

class ends at 5.

bodoh,bodo.memang bodo.

days have been so fuck up sia...

i went to class with a blank mind.

i just lost the mood.

i really dun fucking understand a thing.

and the fucking lecturer is a fucker who care less abt the student.

so here i am in the lab but blogging abt my stupid lecturer.

lol.

and everyone.

yes.everyone is checking their facebook and playing computer game.

fuck lesson.

we all are not even confident abt going to poly.

fuck poly.

we dun even know whats coming out on our fucking exam.

fuck FINAL year.

graduation year indeed.

i dun even wanna extent another 6 more month if i didt make it.

WHAT THE FUCK IM DOING IN ELECTRONICS ENGINEERING??

like seriously sara.

WHAT THE HELL ARE U THINKING WHEN U STEP IN TO YOUR WIRELESS COMMUNICATION CLASS FEW MONTHS AGO??

ARGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

i cannot quit something i started right.so i gonna like get done and over tis stupid courseand do wat ever i wana do in life

eg.event management or catering..

and i fuck miss my last year's class

:'(

1. How old are you?
soon to be 20

2. Are you single?
kawin selalu nikah belom engaged lah...haha

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
give me 7-8 more years...or collect money till enuf.

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
insya'allah ... if its written that my fate is with him :)

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
lolz...i ever wanted to not get married at all and buy an apartment at 35 and have my own simple life...

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
this is tough i have a few people in mind...

nyetianz,belle,ain.shasha and sis

dang~

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
a small cosy wedding at our crib with the close love ones..

big grand wedding is just so fake.

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
on the table,

kitchen conter,

where ever he wants ..

hehe

i wanna go new zealand

or some remote island for two of us.

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
people that really matters only..

who care for us...

and dont only see us during hari raye only..

damn~

10. Will that include your exes?
i want them to come to see how gud we look like on our wedding day

then they just making the place crowded..so forget it.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
little cute muffins...or pulot kunyit

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
morning! then at night we run to our honeymood getaways.

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
i got a lot in mind one of it was cok cok gendong now and forever

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
suma makan kai tangan satu dulang normal fork n spoon.

15. Champagne or red wine?
air zam-zam punch.

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
right after coz i just cant wait..oh boy!oh boy! days after dat the feel of being the newly wed just wears off.

17. Money or household items?
household item...tak kuase nak gi beli

18. How many kids would you like to have?
i want twins...and baby wants princesses -.-'' i want boys lar..

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
pic and vid of ur first night heh to keep the memories.

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
all in the link pls...

yesturday when i was watching MJ's tribute yesturday i actually wept...especially when Paris,mj's daughter, gave a speech....listening to his song bring back alot of memories...i have always like his songs like 'black or white' and my fav,'smooth criminal' which was cover by Alien Ant Farm. RIP jacko.my mp3 is filled with his classics.

moving on...

im actually feeling guilty becoz i swear at Hairull not too long ago...becoz that tym i was pissy. he kept asking for a particuler gf's number. and i dunno how to tell him she's not interested and his being irritating by kept asking over and over again.then i shouted at him "EH FUCKER...FUCK OFF LAH!"
then after that i didt msg,kol or even talk to him on msn...i kinda felt bad u noe... then few days ago i wanted to apologie tru msn...coz his one of my best buddies...and im being an idiot for swearing at him like dat. i forgot that he was the one,last time when im still single, who call me up every night just to make sure im ok and i dun feel lonely...even tho'that time he already have someone in mind...he never forget his friends and im being an ass for treating a bestfriend that way.
Yesturday,Hairull actually say helloo to me at msn asking me 'how r u?'
i was please..very please. i was in the wrong i shud go and talk to him first but he make the first move...and i was very happy when he told me that his attached(like finally..phew!) to a ,i already guess it, chinese girl.like he have always tell me ..."pompan cine badan baik sey!' *tsk...tsk...shake heads* that the reason we are bestfriends.coz his NEVER interested in malay girls...hahaha..typical of guys who have been hurt by malay girls so many time *tsk tsk!*

hairull:aku baru 5 hari ngn jilian...

me:bila kau nak convert?

hairull:aku tak tau. ????

me: sial lah aku pk kau main2 sia....kau tau tak kau klu kuar dari agama tempat kau dah reserve kat nerake?

hairull:ape beza nye ngn org yg main,minom and amik dadah.pon dose pe.

me:kau bodo eh....kau kluar agame kau murtad....murtad is an forgiven sin...kau dah mendua kan tuhan....yes,its wrong to have sex,drink and take drugs...but kalau kau still believe in him and repent later on...u will be clean again...its DIFFERENT ffrom converting to other religion.

hairull:kau shud be happy yg aku dah jumpe happiness aku.

me:dun get me wrong eh hairull.....aku happy tau kau finally attach...pasal aku tau kau selame ni "jage" aku...lolz

me:its time for u to be pampered by someone..lagi2 aku dah attach aku dah tak bbl ngn kau sgt...tapi dun u tink its wrong..

me:aku tau kau makan swine....tapi its pardonable...klu kau murtad kau dah jaoh terpesong sial...

hairull:aku tak tau arh. relac arh. aku lom tentu sampai kawin ngn jilian.

im angry with hairull lah...fuck.change religion.sheeh.
atleast if u wanna change religion,change because of the right reason arh..
becoz of wanting to marry other race..
i dun fucking understand why he cant ask the girl to change his religion after all he is gonna be the husband ,right?
dah kenape sia ngn mamat ni.
hairul dah mcm kem bar aku sia...
ape tak betol mesti aku nak tegor tak boleh cakap 'alah dier peh pasal'

moving on..

first week of school have been an unmotivated ones.

monday.
i woke only to realise that monday usually i dun go school becoz there only lecture from 10am-12pm.and i fucking hate computer system..but i already have way getting ready to go to school...so i when ahead and be on my way to pasiris to met Ain Kering...then have our lunch there @ kfc and we go seperate ways.i headed home

tues.
BLOODY HELL!
has ite simei turn into a hospital
or woodlands checkpoint?
we have to put our landyard on and we have to take sticker ath the entrance of the school..pretty much like the procedure of going into a hospital...*babi...babi...kau ni meyusahkan org arh* suffocating sey...its make me like not wanting to go to school coz very troublesome..

wed.
usual school day.
boring lesson.
draggy lab session.
facebook and iloveIM on computer windows.
assesment that we cannot get right.
therefore we have an angry Ain Kering.
lolz.she gonna kill me.

thursday.
i was so excited to go Project Mangement
to see my fav lecturer(for now)
and finish the Modern Cafe that we design.
then i got THE MESSAGES in the morning.
people are unwell and cannot go to school.
damn~i was half way done wwith my make up.

straight away i called up Dee(yes lah,xiao dede lah)
and decided to accompany her to work@ Cineleisure..
we catch up,have a personal talk..girls stuff and etc etc and i get to check out the accessories at the shop..
im eyeing the rainbow neclace abd bangles-->$30
*ahem2*

moving on...

the arguements,
the hurt,
the tears,
the words,
the apologies,
the surrender,
the compromise,
love is a battlefield
the different about it is
in the end there no losing or wining
but its abt geting out of the wars
stay stronger then ever
or fall apart.



i can wait for weekend but i want time to slow down.
i havent stop to smell the roses for such a long time.
i havent had the time to see his brown eyes.
and there's this certain way that he hugs that i like.
but i dun get often*giggles*


take care people.


ps:my craving of ben&jerry is back.
wanna go and have some with me,anyone?

I'm staring at the pillow where you slept last night.
It's almost like you're still laying there.
And the shirt that you wore of mine.
take it off and threw it across the chair.
Now it's kinda hard to get you off my mind.
When I keep seeing you everywhere
For example like the lipstick on that glass of wine, damn
Sitting right over there

And I can't play it off like we're friends like I used to.
No, I can't pretend like I used to.
So now I'm laying in my bed thinking about you.
And what do I do?

Girl, I'm feeling like I'm coming down with a case of you.
Now it started in my head but it trickled down to my shoes.
I feel so weak, so hard to breathe.
But it seems to only happen when you leave, girl.
Ain't nobody ever had me feeling quite like you do.
I'm coming down with a case of you

Trying not to think about you only got me missing you more.
And loneliness ain't no cure
Thought I was over about it now
But, no not yet
Pulled the covers up to my head
Now I'm feeling dizzy, and my mouth is dry.
With just a thought of you on my mind
It's kinda crazy, what a mess I'm in
I can't believe this is happening.

And I can't play it off like we're friends like I used to.
No, I can't pretend like I used to.
So now I'm laying in my bed thinking about you.
And what do I do?

Girl, I'm feeling like I'm coming down with a case of you.
Now it started in my head but it trickled down to my shoes.
I feel so weak, so hard to breathe.
But it seems to only happen when you leave, girl.
Ain't nobody ever had me feeling quite like you do.
I'm coming down with a case of you

Now this ain't no common cold
What I feel is original
And I know there is a remedy
When you bring your body back to me

Girl, I'm feeling like I'm coming down with a case of you.
Now it started in my head but it trickled down to my shoes.
I feel so weak, so hard to breathe.
But it seems to only happen when you leave, girl.
Ain't nobody ever had me feeling quite like you do.
I'm coming down with a case of you

Girl, I'm feeling like I'm coming down with a case of you.
Now it started in my head but it trickled down to my shoes.
I feel so weak, so hard to breathe.
But it seems to only happen when you leave, girl.
Ain't nobody ever had me feeling quite like you do.
I'm coming down with a case of you

tis song is so farking hot...
case of u by omarion
(song is in the mixpod playlist)
it remind me of a friend..
hope he get over his ex soon...

mom is addicted to popeye's fried chicken now tanksz to me... hahaha...but i like the biscuit with strawberry jam yummy!
last sat we went to T3 popeye to have our dinner....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
asshole!

yes jason im so gonna blog abt the shoe i bought....hahaha

im back from the usual meet ups with The Blacklist,for movie and sheesha session.

transformer are really good!robots,i loike! and i like the autobot....the pink(or purplish) motocycle...and its a girl...hehe... but there too many secne of crushed robots and the confusion btwn which robots are good and which is evil....

my get my pay today...so i withdraw the money and called up baby in the morning ...and persuade him to go jurong point to get my ankle boot...so..YES! I GOT MY ANKLE BOOT...

sungguh memalu kan terjerit2 kat kedai kasot...coz i was so excited! (vogue baby!)hahaha and then wen i went to iluma D&C shoe shop...i saw tis suede boot and its freaking $38++

and i make a remark like..."aww~!these shoes give me orgasm!" to baby...hahahah

next thing i shud get is...errm...a tube dress..which im gonna wear with a long sleeve shirt or boyfriend jacket or blazer...bebelle say i shud check bugis or Far east...ya im so gonna go look for it then....

2morrow its back to school....

back to routines....i hated routines it bores me to death...

back to stoopid projects and installations..blahh...blahh...

if i dun have fun ppl in my sch i probably having hard tym to drag myself to sch..

in bus i told baby

"dah start school nnt i dah penat i dah start marah2 i dah takde tym untok u..."

knowing that wheen i lose my temper i even forget how to talk to my husby nicely i say to him

"but u tau kan i syg u"

and he just smiled and say

"klu u luper nnt i ingat kan.."

hahaha sindir2...

right now...tis moment i felt everythig's perfect...i have my baby,my family not doing too badly,i have a crazy sister who always layan my jokes,i have lovely new group of fwnds,my nyetianz,guys besties and etc..etc...i can sort of afford things that i wanted...and i felt content...

but when everything work out well for me usually something bad will happen then i will lose it all...i have this fear..u know.....errr...

life is like a wheel...sometime ur on top sometime ur at the bottom...and right now,mybe im at highest point of the wheel and im feeling gud.im just being careful...but im praying things will stay as it is...

...oh ya,AinTits is cute...lolz

bye all..take care

i miss alot of people...

but sadly..

arrgh! nvm!

sometime when i think back..
one of the things that
im attracted to bby because
he just the opposite of me
his watever im not..
im thankful for that
cause i noe that
when it comes to
living with someone
i want someone to guide me..
no the other way...
coz in the past
ive always been the one
wearing the pants in relationship
and its been tiring
its like taking care of a 5 year old
so having u now babyboy
its the most wonderful thing
i felt free of everything
coz i can rely on him
his a companion when im lonely
his a drug that i want to take every dose of it
his the face that i want to wake up every morning
his the smile that take way most of my worries
his a bestfriend that dun judge ever wrong i do
his a sin that i will to take
his a risk that i will never ever regret
his always in my prayers
his my future and my whole life
his the reason i see thing differently
his the reason im a better person

it is said that u hurt the person u love the most,
and i swear that it is true
babyboy get his heart run over by me so may time
and he still stay on and give me chance over and over again
i promise u(yes i do) that i will make u the happiest guy on earth

we argue
we had our differences
and that make me realise that
none of us is perfect
not me
not him
and we came from diff background
but our heart still find their way to unite
and i love u
ur lil imperfection
and i love u
ur lil flaws
and i love u
ur bad habits
and i love u
ur insecurities

we argue often like we do
when we make out
but dosent even matter to me
coz when everythings clear
his know ur nearer to me
his closer to my heart
and we turn to be more loving then ever
when we argue
the anger lasted for a few minutes
and after that the whole night
we will felt bad
coz both of us get hurt
no matter who's wrong
or who's right

i see myself living with him
10years down the road
babyboy
and i want u to be happy
and thats why im changing
if being someone who have more patience
will please u
then i shall change
and im sorry
change its not a bad thing
ur not asking me to be someon else
ur just asking me to be a better person
and it suppose to be acceptable
and the reason i change is for my own good too

i love u baby
muacksz