yesturday my baby ask me to marina sq to play bowling...but im not really into it so we end up playing archarde...mostly shooting n racing ones...then when to mailto:GV@marina,tot of watching Yes man but all tyming dosent suit my curfew..damn...

so we when to The Cathay to check tyming ...and again the tyming is not suited for my curfew..baby bought cheesedog...

then we walk ard the cathay and baby bought me ben&jerry ice cream ..yay! my favourite! cookie dough choc and choc fudge brownie....but we eaat the ice-cream and all 'comot' lolz coz the waffer break lah..ishh... then baby bought viceroy...so we had our tronkey....

then we walk to plaza singapura and check the tyming at GV but the tyming dosent permit us to watch any movies coz of my curfew...then we got bored and decided to walk from PlaZA Sing to far east..so we walk disturb ppl...had our tronkey.... then at far east baby brought me to turkish restaurant for luch-cum-dinner....it was wonderful i had our fill of turkish pizza,bread and salad..and of coz KEBABs!yummy!

then we lepak had our tronkey and headed back home..

my poor baby sick lah having flu he sneeze the whole day lolz...but cute sey..hehe like cat...

back home way before my curfew...at 7.30 im home....

while online i was hoping mr'org utan' is home from his kl trip..then i recieve a msg tat his already at home...i was very very happy... he called me and we talk....

there something inside me tat call out to mr'org utan' its something abt him tat is very attactive..

i noe its wrong but have u ever been attch and come along aguy tat u feel very 'padan' with u and ur falling deadly in love...his not hadsome at all but im very attacted to his attitude n personality...oh allah pls show me who is for real and who is just a test for me...who is fated for me....but and wtf...mom dosent like mr'org utan' haiz..she dun seems to like anyone....i was like hoping im lesbian or sumting...or better bisexual...holly shitz..

take care pple....

i love all of u

i miz mr'org utan'

lolz

BIRTHDAY OUTING

OMG! edward is such a TURN ON...

goodness...

i better say my prayer before i......

errm..nvm...

there altogether there's 13 tickets =)

we occupy the whole row except for 1 seat

which meant to be my b's seat but

too bad he cant make it to the movie.

this prezzie was given by apiz n wani

love it

tahnkz guys!

my adek angkat always looking sweet.



my bestie lut and his gf,nadia.

adekz!

sweetie pie...

Hunny Bunnies!B division

the gylerz A division

the sundalianz

CT,EZRA,APIZ,WANI,ZAFRAN,NAUFAL(cannot see the face),

ANIZ,ELLE,NADIA,LUT

BUDDIES LURP!

We are soo in love with edward cullen

who ever his gf is my friend..

sapp arh

lolz

waiting for tat particular latercomers

helo all...^^the above were the yesturdays's picture of the birthday outing
tankz for all tat came...

my side:my b apiz wani lut and nadia

my adek's side:zafran.naufal,elle,ctee,ezra,amira n her partner

kecoh giler

there's around 14 of us after the movie..

when to chill

disturb my sis n elle with their "kenalan",zafran n naufal

coz according to story my sis is getting to noe zaf and elle is getting to noe naufal

so my b apis n wani try to get them closer

but no avail

both shy

alamak.....

i enjoy my birthday with the peepz...

im 19 now

next year is the big BANG!

20


AYNN I MIS U

last friday i shopping with gf ,FIFA... coz my paycheck came so i ask her to accompany me shopping since she's bored and her mom has went overseas....we when from bugis street to bugis This Fashion.

i'VE GOT MY GLADIATOR SANDALES yay!

its really a treat! when i search for tat shoe at jurong point it coz abt $29.90 but at bugis street i got it for just $18.90 =) and i bought my sis a butterfly belt for her dress tat coz oni $5..hehe

then i bougth two dress for $30 at bugis street oso...at first i bought the "see-tru" butterfly dress for $29.90 then i cudt fit in the sleeves part so i had the dress exchange for 2 dress tat worth $15 each with a top up of 10sen hehe..

had our burger king meal. i and fifa is a big fan of burger king and we havent had it for such along time...

its just too bad i cant find anything tat suits me at This Fashion..but i think fifa had this pants that looks like skirt..she got the best deal for tat one.it coz $20...and u noe wat my gladiator sandal suits with her pants..lolz but i cudt fit into the pants...so forget it...

after tat fifa when to chill with her peeps and im off with my lil sis and her friend straight home...

in the bus on the way home,our bus met an accident with a car whose driver had just pass her driving licence...how i noe? there triangle plate! lolz

so we had to change bus..urrgh...

ITS 22 DEC.

MY BIRTHDAY.

but dosent feel like one.haiz.

BUT IM LOOKING FORWARD

FOR BIRTHDAY OUTING LATER.

YEYEH!YAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

Tis one is for u my babugirl,aynn.

everything gonna be alright.

be strong,smile n move on.

coz his not worth it.

Without You-Hinder

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause somethings changed
Youve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that Im ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, Im seein myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
Im fine
Without you

Called you up cause its been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And its taken its toll on me
Its safe to say that Im ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, Im seein myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
Im fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And its taken its toll on me
Its safe to say that Im ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, Im seein myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
Im fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.

today we when to the old folks home...
aynn,syirah,rezal,fairus,hazwan,jag,azrul and me..
at 9.30am,we all brainstorming
outside of the Home coz last min plan cock up...
i swear at the moment a friend is in need
u can different shade who is ur real friends
and who is just there when ur happy...
DJ was so sick,so he msg aynn
he cough out blood or sumting like dat...
so we all in trouble ..
coz we really depend on DJ
to lead us in the sing and dance
for the performance at the Home

when aynn told me the prob i was otw to the home..
so we have to make plan B..
i ask her to call up one of our "CLOSE FRIEND"
WE ACTUALLY THINK A FRIEND CUD HELP US...
BUT NO!!! HE HAVE TO PUT HIMSELF FIRST AND
MAKE HIS SLEEP PRIORITY!!!
i tot atlest we cud install tym if we cud bring him
with his guitar to sing the elderly some songs...
we ask jumali but he go something important on..understandable...
so we tot tat we cud bring P.RAMLEE CD to have movie marathon
for the elderly but everyone out of their house already..
but thanksz to Hazwan who willing to go over to DJ's to take P.RAMLEE CD...
and when we went into the Home
we when straight to the dinning hall for interACtion session...
its was touching,funny n heart warming to see them smile,laugh and hear their story...
hahaha...but there we few slip ups here n there...

i accidentally gave fruit juice to a women tat not suppose to drink fruit juice coz she had a teribble cough and when her friend told me not to let her drink tat she already finish half the glass n i just walk away...omgosh...lolz
when i and rezal sat with 'nenek sanah' we were laughing our ass off coz the guy behind rezal was shouting 'pale butoh!' coz the tv was blank hahahaha....we cud hardly content our laughter..
lolz...then the lady beside 'nenek sanah' ask..'is the rice in packet?' then we said we dunno...then she say out of the blue... 'magkok!'...then i turn my head to rezal and say 'OHH YES...kte pon magkok ni!' hahaha

then we plan to come back to the Home next week...plan to sing arh...maybe ...see first...
and maybe....just maybe we are organising a visit to the orphanage...darul ma'wa..insya'allah...but this one base on our own interest... =)

ok tats all for today..take care people...

no matter how far u are,

so long ur my friend

i'll always remeber u..

i love all...


my heart is breaking but i still hold on to the lil pieces left behind

ouh yar...DJ get well soon baby... =)

toss and turn on my bed

cant sleep

think abt you

tears ran down my face

you were out there playin'

im in my room cryin'

thoughts were very messy

mindmapping all the bad things tat you cud be doing

brainstorming ideas to make you stay with me

feeling very sick

my sweetest drug pls come back to me

chase all the symtoms away

pls dun diagnos me with a heartbreak

change the color of my eyes

go to the salon to get my curls done

put on the sexiest dress

trying to get you impress

all i get was a glance

and you walk out of my door

saying "i'll be back before you know it."

have you put yourself in my shoeS baby

feeling negelected

and i seems to fade away from your heart

degrade our home to a hotel

come and go when ever you like

sitting at our couch

remenising the happy times

waiting for him to come home

oh baby,tell me where do we go wrong

pick up the pieces cause my heart is a scarttered glass..

got bored coz i am sick so i decide to

write something in this great weather

i dunno who the song refer to but the idea just came

i noe its a combination of wat i see ard me and myself

when im sick im very manje

the type who ones people to layan u

but too bad my baby's in a bad mood

so i sleep the whole day

which means night i'll be having a hard tym to get my eyes shut

when i see this pic it remeinds me or twilight.lolz!

pangku ek jgn tak pangku! hehe

lets get wet! =)

on sat,my b apiz and wani went to vivo coz everyone's got bored at home.

at first plan to go to aynn's...but then lazy to travel all the way agi pon my baby wanna have some intimate tym together...have to understand that my b have been doing OT for one week so he want the time he have during his off days just to hold me.=) otw to vivo apiz called,so i said i was on my way vivo with my b. he wanted to follow so me and my b agreen to meet ard 5.30....so the tym we had while waiting is spent on camwhoring,catching up and getting in touch with each other's feelings...my b cooked so he brought food in the brown plastic wrap...he cooked chicken with black soy sauce (masak kicap) and fried potatoes... touching! hehe... when apiz and wani arrived....our craziness begun...laughing none stop at each other's behaviour and sillyness...hahahahah i had so much fun... then after tat wani n i wanted to walk in the water at the sky park...at first the boys dun want..then wani and i just walk off so they no choice but to follow suit..tehehehe... we get each other wet...hahaha n apiz is just not happy abt it hahaha.... after tat we sit by the bay to dry our pants... while talking hell lot of craps... wakakaka and then we when off....had a great tym with the sundalianz..just sad tat aynn not able to be ard... =(

Yummy shrooms burger!

my adek and my adek angkat,finger licking gudd!

all smiles for the new bag.hehe!

she smile for the new bag too..lolz

besties...

sisterhood of the travelling pants..lolz

THEY GOT THE SAME BAG WITH SAME PATTERN!

today i when to penisular plaza to accompany my sis and my adek angkat to buy their skul bags...they wanted to buy dickies but i told them its too expensive and ask them to buy the imitation ones tat look just like dickies bag.... after tat had our luch at kfc....laugh none stop at each others stupidity...hahaha....disgusting behaviour...hahaha sliver all over the place while eating...eww!... then we go home.... they are crazy ass me lolz...love 'em...my sistersssss... <3
upon reaching home ezra(my adek angkat) brought a dvd with her.

its was kuntilanak.fuck tat movie.

i was shock when ever the kuntilanak appear at the secne

SICK OF SORRIES.u never meant it anyway.

HAPIZ IM SO OVER YOU.

UR APOLOGIES WILL NEVER BE ACCEPTED.

IM SICK OF UR FALSE PRETEND.

NEGLECTED.

im a painting.

by which a new person who came pass by me will stop to look..

after which he gets bored and start to move on to the next picture.

after a while tat painting get boring in the gallery n get replacement in its place

people always wanted to see something new...

there for i changed my picture in my painting..be it make up or dressing..

as now,tis moment...i felt like a neglected painting on the wall...

its alays there but its never taken care off..or being noticed.

i dunno why i did tis to him...i suddenly get angry over slightest thing he did...it was really no need.. like today i got angry with him and just walk off n took the bus without saying goodbye or turn ard... i walk away without looking back nwhen im in the bus the tears flow freely... i feel sad for hurting him ='( i love him i hope he noes tat but lately im in my badest mood...
im sori honey....im really sorry...

im now in a fight with magicstick..there limit to my patience...n he have reach tat tolerence level when he indirectly call me cheap...who wudt hurt even if its a joke...farker!....pale buto!arrgh!
i have asked him to fark OFF from my life but he still msg me apologising aniway.... with him i can 'sabar je' but tis time.NO!

friendship are tiring...i swear. isit this 'ship' suppose to be easier then other ships like 'relationship' n 'owership'?how come its taken a toll on me...
in school..different story....
my group of girlfriends.another story
me n my male besties...whole lot of different story..
oh come on just wassup with everyone...
and i dunno y friendship seems like the cheapest thing on earth
have u heard the saying
'treasure ur new friends but treasure ur old friends more.'
i wud love my friendship more then my relationship...
but tis point of time i change my mind...
atleast i knew my baby wont leave me
but a friend have already told me she wud erase me from her mind
u mite do tis as not to hurt ur feelings but
hello! have u tot u r hurting a friend who still apprecite u here~
and im asking..is it worth it to lose a friend over some things tat not even cost much...?
treat ur friends like ur sibilings
when we quarell we mite say the most mean thang to people ard us
but we dun mean it... 'air dicincang takkan putos'..tat is wat we shud be holding on to...
and another thing, dun need people to tell me who is influencing who...
i dun start smoking at gunpoint,its my own decision...
so dun blame anyone,if u havent been spending time with me to know wat type of person i am
dun assume i've change..coz i've been like tis all tis while;'sundal' u may call me...
but its only recently i can adapt to my new surrounding,ew enviroment which is my skul
so now in class u can see my crazyness...(cicakgerl!)
its not because i've change but coz i show my true colors..
u can say im jelous...but do ur male besties only find u when his relationship goes haywire?
mine dose! ya...i now...tis is the case of 'penting kan nonok"..
i mean he love his gf...its a good thing but to extent of forgetting a friend errm...
no..'tak patot...tak patot...'

ok tats all for today...bye sygs...i love all of u! hehe

how do i look now?
hahaha the color is warm hazel.
n took me ard 45min to learn to wear the contact lense
btw change skin but no perfect as i want it 2 be...
n im in love with EDWARD CULLEN,ya the guy from Twilight...
NEVER EVER vampire look so delicious to me hahahah
I LOVE ALL...IM KEEPING THE STRESS AWAY