Girl change into that Victoria Secret thing that i like
alright, ok, tonight you're having me your way
parfume, spray it there
put our love in the air
now put me right next to you
gonna raise the temp in the room
first rub my back, like you do
right there(uh huh)right there
you touch me like you care
now stop, and let me repay you for the weak that you've been through
working that nine to five
and staying cute like you do,
(oh,oh,oh,oh)

i love it(i love it),
you love it(you love it)
everytime(everytime)we touching(we touchin)
i want it(i want it)
you want it(you want it)
i'll see you(see you) in the morning(morning)
wanna put my fingers through your hair
wrap me up in your leg
and love you,till your eyes roll back
i'ma put you to bed(bed bed)
i'm tryna put you to bed(bed bed)

then i'ma rock your body
turn you over, love is war, i'm your soilder
touching you,like it's my first time
i'm tryna put you to bed(bed, bed)
i'ma put you to bed(bed, bed)i'm staring at you, while you sleep
irreplaceble, unique
put my face up in your neck and breath
(ohh breath)
take you into my senses, wake up it's time to finish, round 2(round 2)
matter of fact, it's closer to three
she like how long i've been sleep
shorty's kisses turn into the sweetest dreams
like give it to me, and i can feel her tell me
my angel, this is wonderful
thanks, for letting me bless ya
come down, fly, right drift back into heaven
(oh,oh,oh,oh)
i love it(i love it),
you love it(you love it)
everytime(everytime)we touching(we touchin)
i want it(i want it)
you want it(you want it)
i'll see you(see you) in the morning(morning)
wanna put my fingers through your hair
wrap me up in your leg
and love you,till your eyes roll back
i'ma put put you to bed(bed bed)
i'm tryna you to bed(bed bed)
then i'ma rock your body
turn you over, love is war, i'm your soilder
touching you,like it's my first time
i'm tryna put you to bed(bed, bed)
i'ma put you to bed(bed, bed)Watch the sunlight peak over the horizon (horizon)
Ooo ooh, ooo ooh, ooh ooo, ooo ooh
The sun ain't the only thing that's shinning
Ooo ooh, ooo ooh, ooh ooo, ooo ooh
Now i'mma send you out into the world with my love
Tell everybody ay, everybody aay ay, ay ay, aay, ay ay, aay ay ay wanna put my fingers through your hair
wrap me up in your leg
and love you,till your eyes roll back
i'm tryna put you to bed(bed bed)
i'ma put you to bed(bed bed)
then i'ma rock your body
turn you over, love is war, i'm your soilder
touching you,like it's my first time
i'm tryna put you to bed(bed, bed)
i'ma put you to bed(bed, bed)

i love tis song man..it have the sexy feel...hahaha..jgn pk bukan2 ek korg..haha

and J.holiday is so damn hot...hahaha love his face..cute! =)

hey pple...

I DECLARED MYSELF TO BE IN LOVE...

hah.i noe.merical kan.but yar.i planing to stay with my current boyfriend.

his pure chinese.24.werking at pizza hut as supervisor.his converting.for the right reeason not becoz of me.he can speak fluent malay so dat make communication easier.haha.cume kadang2 tu mcm phm so kene xplain.his loving but no too much make me comfortable with him. i did test him on patience.hehe.as usual throwing anger at him and his keeping his cool so test passed.haha
his studying islam all dat but to take time off to take class at akram will have to wait.coz his promoting soon,insya'allah klu rezki dia lah, to manager post so he have trouble to take off to settle his class n stuff.his parents noe his converting and his mom is helping him to take care of the food he ate.coolness his parents who is pure chinese n cantonese is not against him converting.oh yar.his islam name is Muhammad Firdaus.he choose hbimself coz he like the idea of the name related to syurga.hehe.
but too bad.like my sis Fie,His anti-social too.hahahahahahahahahaha....

aniway dat day go for the guitar performance at esplanade...lut perform..cant believe it he played the lead guitar for one of the song coz dats his dreams.i told u people i love guitar..so i was so into the performance dat day hehe...and the guys..goodness there we some cute ones ...*part ni sara stop it ek* hehe well...just for 'cuci mate' je per tak nak pon haha... was singing along with the songs and the melody ..'buat jiwa ku bergetar' fuhhh..i loikee! ahahah
but i miz my buddy lah sey...

PEOPLE! I GET INTO A SCHOOL LAH DARLINKSZ....FEWWIITT!
and soon im turning from housewife to schoolgirl?? ahakz...so damn funny..but i loike dat idea..so yar...

No Air-Jordan sparks ft Chris Brown

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air No air, air No air, air
No air, air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air No air, air No air, air
No air, airNo more
It's no air, no air

hey howdie pple...errm...yesturday was not bad....eventough pple as usual last min buih kan...perkara biase arh...getting fed up...pi mampos arh..klu sal kontol sume boleh tak boleh pon boleh kan jugak...klu kwn ajak kuar byk bbl world....watever arh asal kau bahagia..aku dah mls nak amik kisah agi.... ani way dah digressing hehe....firstly pi vivo ngn fie....tot of watching movie but the queue is like anaconda...so we decide to lepak by the bay with burger king..fie blanje...did some camwhoring as usual...hehe...then we got this crazy idea to go cozway pt...so from vivo take bus369 to cozway..sempat tdo,spot org laki pakai sunglass dlm bus tawe kan because dat tym ujan dah gelap,dgr lagu,skanking sikit2 dlm bus for 1 1/2 hrs... upon reaching the place check tyming for step up...buy tix and walk ard the mall...then watch the movie ..its quite gud because of the moves but i still tink it lack the 'ommph' factor like the step up 1... then afcter dat back home..... dats all folkz!

PS:give me topic to write...like seriously...

Celebrity Morph by MyHeritage

MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free family tree search - Family tree outline

ek... ever heard girls go like " ek his rich...he rides a bike and he like graduate from poly going to UNI ..BONUS,his cute!..i wish he was mine" every guy who heard tis would probably think this gerl is materialistic or she just looking at exterior stuff... but guys shud noe.. all girl wants (selain dari pada cinta) is a sense of sercurity a person who can look after them... not tat they wont want to go tru hardship with the guy they love just dat gerl want "KEPASTIAN"... maybe now u can say..."i love u and i want to live with u and i dun mind hardship" but dun forget u cant just live with love...u nid to eat,buy stuff for ur everyday need...love alone dun make u full..... studies have shown tat many divorce case are cause by financial unstablity in the marriage because they cause fights...so the conclusion...if ur not stable in terms of money and not ready to handle problem tat may "attack" u abruptly dun even think abt marrige...but ah...u may plan the future...trust me guys,girls aint materialistic they just "think far" ahead.... but girls dun marry a guy because his family is rich...bapak dia yg kaya bukan dia...mite as well marry his father ...haha...find someone who will work hard to built his career and will do anything to improve his standard of living cause it will give u assurence for the future...

i rest my case. may u find love and stablity.amin.

"hey tiara..u know u have some many things going on in ur life..

and ur having a hard time to keep urself afloat from sinking into the difficulties

i hope u will be patient enough to go tru this test of life..

life's like a wheel sometime ur on top some time ur below

but wat ever it is u must noe the wheel will keep on turning

when the spot ur at began to rise everything will be betta

and soon everything is gonna be over

u gotta keep ur smile on and face the music

u shud noe many pple care for u and some even try to help

and u gotta keep trying harder to become a betta person

for these people...

go on girl!..live ur life..

every morning brings a better day for u..."

Cant Hold On - Melee
Someone cries and it washes the street with tears
But when they are mine,
they collect in my head for years
Rain or shine, still I'm standing on all I said
'Cause it's in my soul, carry on when the feeling's dead

[Chorus]
But if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there in the morning to pull you through
Someone dies late at night and I never know
And even if I did, so afraid of the face I'd show
I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast
Need a feeling now, give me something that's going to last

[Chorus]
I want to be free
I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
Oh, I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me
Oh, and if you can't hold on
You can't hold on (Can't hold on)
You can't hold on (Can't hold on)
I'll be there, I'll be there
Oh, and if you can't hold on Let it go and come back in your heart And if you can't hold on Maybe it's not time for you And if you can't hold on On your very last try I'll be there so you know that you're not alone

i love the song coz the background tune is basically made by piano n guitar n i love guitar..all types... anything can be strum..but too bad i cant seem to learn it coz one thing my fingers are just too short n cannot co-operate wit me haha.. i love the song also becoz i can relate to the lyric... im holding to my love...family...faith..friends ...and to my dear life and the fate attach to it.. =)

1. Grab the book nearest to you, page 18, line four?

im at the library but im not getting a book haha..

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can what do you touch?

my bag

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

martha stwert is dat how i spell it?..lolz nvm..

4. Without looking guess what time it is

3.15?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

tell me im hiro's apprentice coz it exectly the time..haha

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

i wont see you tonight-Avenged sevenfold part 1 then while typing the music change to part 2 lolz

7. When was the last time you stepped outside?

like now..IM AT LIB LAH DEY...

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

apply for the BLOODY sch again lar...chibye sia...*shake head*,blog hopping,email...

9. What are you wearing?

long sleeve IPzone shirt n denim skirt

10. Did you dream last night?

i dream he was at my crib..haha ok i wish haha..

11. When did you last laugh?

laugh sincerely was like 2 weeks ago..lately i cant smile or laugh like i mean it..

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

the room im in is a lib so wat do u think..all promo abt books...

13. Last person you talked to before you went to sleep?

muhammad luthafiz...my buddy lah seyy...

14. What do you think of this quiz?

errm..all the same..just to fill my time..

15. What is the last film you saw?

*thinking hard*....sweedney todd isit?...

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

bribe the person incharge of the schooling system to get me a school..haha..k im kidding dude..

maybe buy air ticket to somewhere...

17. Tell me something about you that I dont know?

ritedy!... if i find someone talking something im not interested or i dun wanna 'masok campor' i will "switch off" myself by either totally become dumb as in i keep quiet ignore pretend nobody beside me..or play the game in my hp wit total concentration..hahaha..my girls noe betta..lolz

18. If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?

hahaha..lots like.... home schooling whereby u can go class or not follow ur mood..hahaha

19. Do you like to dance?

hahahaa....i do dance when no one is watching...

20. George Bush: Mentally handicapped.

*high 5* ur thinking wat im thinking.good! =)

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

my nick lah...Nur Adnish Tiara or Nur Natalia Safiya

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

Muhammad Adnish Zafran..i noe im making adnish like the family name..but so wat i like it haha

Muhammad Aniq Alfie *wic is Fie's idea* is oso nice =)

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

yeahh....im thinking like in da moutains like New Zealand..yar..i wish..

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

probably say 'i recieve all ur letter n prayers dude..but i cant make out wat ur try to say coz there's many spelling n gramma error'...hahaha... *sindir diri sendiri haha*

oh berombak lagi, oh kisah dunia
cerah jiwa gemuruh bergelora
erti sebenar dunia sementara
berlari kau ke sini dan ke sanaber
lari mencari nur kasih hatimu yang telah lama
kau pejam hinggakan sesat dirimu
tiada sangsi dalam diri bertikam dengan cinta gila
semuanya hasutan sementara
berubahlah jiwa ribut dunia
melanda semua hakikatnya lorong berbeza
cinta ku mungkinlah oh!! beribu, yang tetap hanyalah satu
*the malay part jek

i heard tis song wen i was errm in my sec skul days my fav ska song haha... so read my blog while listen to tis song n u can skank along haha...

HEY YESTURDAY WAS FUNNN... we went to SKA gig at esplanade 'on the waterfront'...
i wasnt sure wats the band but they we good in keeping the crowd hyper.... haha...mass skanking was great...i love the way the people dress up...coats..hats..black n white *ska two tones* n the smart shoes..lolz.. I LOIKEEE! =) but wassup wit people wearing indie n skanking?? wtf
then there was me in black sweater n girly skirt haha...fuck me lah ek...i tot of standing dere watch but end up FIFA n i join the people in da middle *moshpit* wit her nursing mates..it was fun skanking..at first like moving our head nodding to the beats then move the legs shoulder and last song *title wake up* i found me fifa n her ursing mate skanking together wit the mass plus two mat salleh hehe .. two thump ups! =)

after dat we met shafiq..fifa's nursing mate oso..by the time i already LANGGAR my curfew wth sekali sekale haha... but i get my TIARA'S SYNDROM' *whereby i was stumped n keep quiet the whole time* OK LAH ku admit his cute lah k..but major turn off byk mulot ku tak suke laki mebebel haha...


looking forward to more outting to the gigs... hehe but always i go wit fifa...we tot we want to try create group of people to go these gig together... so if u want to follow us to the gigs msg me @ friendster wic is at my links...

ps: i looked up to face the world with the smile cause i rather pass the happiness then making the world feel the sadness from me...

first thing first....

Fie thankiu for being dere for me the moment i really nid someon beside me... i noe ur so helpless seeing me crying my hearts out but trust me im really thankfully that ur beside me when i really lost it i dun nid ur say anything fie it helps alot when u can listen=)...almost lose my head n went depress... so sad... u always seen me in my worst situation..haha.. sori to trouble u,i noe dat time u just got back from work n tired.. life have been sucky i have been crying alot lately..arse lah im not damn shit emo but something in my life i've bottled up for too long...19 yrs is not a short period of time.. i tot things change... where have i go wrong dat 'tat person' hate me too much...the blood that runs in the our veins are the same...but u hate me so much wat have i done to u..like seriously... i have good mind of reporting u but... after all we r related...



secondly...
his faliq
was out wid dee n fad to SAF roadshow..our dear miss fad love to becum a medic officer so i actually accompany her to the display n to ask the people incharge in more detail..someone had to left us to join her friends so no choice... some funny occurance... we went to the exhibit for the third time to take pic n develop it..while waiting, fad really want to take pic wit the guy wit the gas mask who i think shud be working as the medic 'people'... i keep saying the guy is at the entrence..suddenly out of no where the 'shorter' version of the guy in gas mask walk pass us.. i think i speak to loudly.. i say 'tu dia..padahal dia kat sini..' then the guy turn n give us the hand sign to take pic i nod quickly..
then he went to fad n ask 'tak gi skula ke?' haha..so his a malay dats why he understand wat i say haha... -_- then after taking the photos we went inside the exhibit again...tis time i was shock to see the guy with gas mask already at the entrance..but wat we dun know there two of them wearing gas mask... seeing the confused us..the 'taller' version of the guy in mask laugh so loudly at us hahaha jahat kann...
we still havent get our pic yet so we waited at the photographing stat again tis time both the guys in the mask came to us and ask us to take their pic and sent to them tru email...ek mat lain kali mau msn tanye je lah takmo action nak suro antar gambar haha... so the job of emailing the pic was given to dee..and i got a msg from dee saying dat he add her at msn..so it was expected lah like durhsz... -_-

we get to noe from his email dat the short gas masked guy name was Faliq and we get to see his face wikt out the mask..n actually his quite ok..cute.. =)

thirdly
im not like other girls who will come after u... waiting...hey i got a life to live...and if i juz find u not treating me well...out u go... n im not gonna ask for break up..coz its just retarded ... im going my way seeing other guys... NO GUYS IN MY LIFE IS FARKING GOOD OR RELIABLE... only a few fwend i cud get along... im hating guy by the sec... if no guys can show me they can be a gud one...LET ME BE ONE..

forth...
I will not be online for quite some time.... coz my lap top...errm...nvm..just noe dat i wont be online for quite long time...maybe one yr...one month..one wk..most unlikely one day haha...i'll be blogging from lib from now on...but the tagging box are not accessable..ader block seyy sadder... SO anyting msg me tru friendster or in fir's case MSG LAH GENDENG... I MISS MSNING WID U LAH KANDA'ng' hahaha awk msg kite lah pape ek.... boring tak kacau mat celop bungek ni wakakakakaka... =p

fifth...
nak tgk wayang nak tgk wayang..who wanna follow tag fifa..n she will tell me... hahaha..kak ku jadi mangse agi..N FIR MSG LAH BENGAPz..lolz so we are seeing 10 00- BC on sun kite go ramai2 negok k pple..

errm..k dats all....


PS: LAUGHING IS INDEED THE BEST MEDICINE...but sometime its just to run away from wats inside...