love is a losing game...

if i were to write an essy on the above statement it will be bitter from the start to the end.let's track back during ur secondary one days whereby we innocently take out our literature text entitled "love struck". we have to write a poem as our assigment. a poem start with "Love is like...." and every verse must start with that.i remember some who wrote:

'love is like a oxygen we cant live without it
we need it as long as we're alive....'

'love is like chocolate...'

for me the word LOVE is the most difficult word to define because people have different view abt love according to what they experience.
when my mood is good my defination probably be 'love is like a day,morning you don't feel like waking up but when u finally get in da shower u feel good...just like love when ur not in love u dun wish to get involve but when u finally met that special someoneyou wish the love last...when u finally get through the day when night arrive u just want to sleep after a tiring day,just like love after all the obstical that u gone tru with someone you love after getting to know them better u just want to live with them cause u noe they are the one whom you can lend u shoulder to lie on when u needed the most..or aleast get u know ur love is the one u want to get cosy after a tiring day..'

when my mood is bad my defination probably would be 'love is an accident that's why they say u FALL in love..fall into death trap where ur like a dead person when all u do think is abt dat paticular person n keep thinking what are they doing at the moment especially when u just cant confess that u love dat person this feeling called LOVE will slowly kill u by ur mood,the thingsz u do,ur pirority in life...yeah love is painful unless u finally found ur painkill wich is the person who can return ur love..'

back to the statement love is a losing game...

to me,
love is a losing game...
when he love someone else
and ur try very hard to get his attention

to me love is a losing game....
when he says that 'thanks my friend'
i dun want to be ur friend...

to me,
love is a losing game...
when you try to help him get the girl of his dream
just to see him smile and happy
when ur the one who actually love him

to me,
love is a losing game...
when he runs u down tell you all those hurting words and
after that when he say sorry ur ready to forgive him
only to find out he did the same thing all over again

to me,
love is a losing game...
when you are attach but
u found urself falling in love again
and u dont want to hurt ur bf n
yet u find urself hurt against forbidden love

to me,
love is a losing game...
when watever u do to make him fall for u
just going wasted
when he dun even take notice of u...
and u just have to convience that his not meant for you
but moving one and loving someone else wasn't easy...

check out tis song listen to the lyrics..hahaha...funny...kinda abt a guy his gf is a lesbian n he kinda cool abt coz he can have 3some lolz wth hahaha

OUH SHITZ I GOT LIKE SO MANY THINGS TO WRITE BUT AS SOON AS I REACH TIS PAGE MY MIND WHEN BLANK..DAMN!hahaha...

aniway...im feeling very jelous at someone..hahaha..no.not friend to friend jelousy....its boy girl jelousy...arrghh! im losing it! its not possible btwn us...
im freaking jelous dat he's having a bloody good time wid his life.... damn! those girl ard him!!...argh!! haiyooh...at this rate i think i mite just blurt out dat i hate him for he make me fall for him n there he go treating nothing happen..eh! wait a minute. lolz. wtf as if he noe he make me fall for him..haha...see im getting crazy...come on shoot me.seriously.

but like they say ur men,chocolate n coffee better be...RICH!haha...stupid point of view bY some dumbo bimbo!
ok my entry seems so anngry yet im laughing...damn but i feeling hurting..dok! am i laughing to cover up my feelings....?? i dunno...

IM SINGLE AND AVAILABLE BUT NOT LOOKING..unless mr richie rich come up to me in a helicopter on his kness n propose to me...wit 10 carat diamond..blah! humbug!wakakaka

IM PURPOSING TO MY DEAR GIRLSFRIENDS n DUR! HOW CAN I 4GET,PRINCE LUT ..haha:

MARCH holidays korg kan...aku nak uat gathering arh.... aku list some...korg fig mane satu korg nak...MSG AKU!ADE HP UAT APE!BUANG LAUT LAH SIOT KLU TAK TAU NAK MSG...

1) event makan2 kat umah aku tis time biar aku ngn fifa masak lolz....fifa jugak kene haha..tapi sape2 nak ikot masak sile kan ek...n other stuff oso pn planed...

2}ice skating..ni korg peh prince yg suggest dari before start skul lagi dia dah tanye bile nak pi ice skating

3}picnic...mane2 peh sea side lah asal kan picnic..yg nie pot luck...atau korg rase nak beli je tu nnt leh settle...

4}klu korg ade nak plan2 uat lain bende eg. bowling just tag me aitez all suggestion terima... klu aku tak dgr pape sal march holiday peh event then aku give up arh...korg nak lost contact pon aku tak pasal aku dah try uat gathering...

APRIL... aku nak ajak pi sentosa nk sabo org!korg save duit lah..ni sempena mmbr korg peh birthday lolz *winkz*

aniway event pakai duit korg save duit pelan2..aku tak nak dgr excuse tak de duit...blah..blah..ku pon tarak sen..tapi ku saving k... so PLS guys make this work aku really nak gathering i miss all my girlfriends

WITH YOU-CHRIS BROWN

need you boo, (Ooh)

I gotta see you boo (Hey)

And the hearts all over the world tonight

,Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]Hey! Little mama,

Ooh, you a stunnaHot..lil figure,

Yes, you a winnerAnd im so glad to be yours,Y

ou're a class all your ownAnd..

Ooh, little cutie

When..you talk to me

I swear..the whole world stops

You're..my sweetheart

And im so glad that you are mine

You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]You mean to me

What i mean to you and.

.Together baby,There is nothing we won't do

Cos if i gotchu

,I don't need money,

I don't need cars,

Girl, you're my all.And..

[Chorus]Oh!I'm into you,

And girl,

No..one else would do,

Cuz with every kiss and every hug,

You make me fall in love,

And now I..

know I can't be the only one,

I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,

With the love of his life who feel..

Wat i feel when i'm
With you [x5]

Girl..With you [x5]

[Verse 2]Oh Girl!I don't want nobody else,Without you,

there's no one left then,

You're like Jordans on Saturday,

I gotta have you and I cannot wait now

,Hey! little shawty,

Say..you care for me,

You know..I care for you,

You know...that I'll be true,

You know..that i won't lie,

You know..that i would try,

To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge]Cuz if i got chu,

I don't need money,

I don't need cars,

Girl, you're my all.And..

[Chorus]Oh!I'm into you,And girl,

No..one else would do,

Cuz with every kiss and every hug,

You make me fall in love,

And now I..know I can't be the only one,

I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,

With the love of they life who feel..Wat i feel when i'm
With you [x5]

Ohh..

With you [x5]

Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]And I..Will never try to deny,

Cuz you are my whole light

,Cuz if you ever let me do,I would die..

So I won't find,I

don't need another woman,

I just need your all and nothing

,Cos' if I got that,

And I'll be straightBaby,

you're the best part of my ??
I need you boo,

I gotta see you boo

And the hearts all over the world tonight,

Said the hearts all over the world tonight

[x2]Woo Ooohh.. Yeah~They need it boo,

They gotta see their boo,

Said the hearts all over the world tonight,

Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]Oh!I'm into you,

And girl,

No..one else would do,

Cuz with every kiss and every hug,

You make me fall in love,

And now I..know I can't be the only one,

I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,

With the love of they life who feel..

Wat i feel when i'm
With you [x5]

Girl..

With you [x5]

Ohh..

I LOVE THIS SONG I FALL IN LOVE WITH TIS SONG WHEN I HEard IT FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME...MCM SWEET KAN.....THE PART WHEN HE SAYS "hearts all over the world tonite" ITS LIKE HITING ME AND MAKE REALISE SOMETHING.... hehes.

ANYMORE RNB SONG RECOMMEND TO ME K....

Since 2007 have passed let vote for the title each person ek between:
"FarqTheLopz" aka Fifa or farq
"HydafydZ" aka Dayah
"xIaO" aka Dee
"FaDDy" aka Fad
"Nyetz Republic" aka bam or bapez




ahahahaha....let's begin:

1)title jackass of 2007 shud be given to? (kiwakaka)
2) "Launa" the charater in smallvill best suit for?
3) who is the "Argon", a title given to emotionally stable element..errm..i mean girl among us?(hahaha)
4) title "Mrs Bon", is for pple who have the most " invisible" charater n "i-live-for-me" atitude who shud it go to who? (hahaha open for all)
5)who have been notty last yr? so miss "good girl gone bad" shud given to ...
6)who is "geek"? (hahaha)
7)who is fashion victim?
8)title "serengenge" aka absent mind shud given to??
9) anger management problem...title of "time-bomb" shud be given to...?
10) if the charater "Valerie" is there among us..who is valerie refering to? hahah
11) who is miss cutiepie?
12) title weirdo is for who deserve to be in band like slipknot or korn,who derserve the title?
13) "miss inde" title for the person who have unique sense of fashion musiq n lifestyle...who shud deserve the title?
14) who is "miss good girl"?
15) title nyetz of the yr shud be given to?......n y? *HAHAHA..ni tambah2 je*


ok all votes sumit tru tagboard..hahah...nutting serious just for laughing out loud kiez...even better if u got titles or qn to add on put in tag board also then i upload tru the entry...
kiwakakakaka who dunno them (the other four pple) can look tru their friendster tru my acct n asal boleh vote. as this is for fun.*part ni confirm kekek* hahaha... klu branie vote untok diri sndiri ek kiwakakakaka..=p

firstly,budak2 dah start skul.... im bored...looking for job...back to factory?* lolz watever...*

secondly,i still have my head in da clouds,lost...organizing my life.. *pending*

thirdly,i nid 2 decide wad to do this year...im lost.yet.again.*me?a teacher? get married?*

fourth, haha tis is depressing.... CAN I HAVE MY COMPUTER FIX??..haha lalalala watever..

fifth, wassup wid him, kol wen he wants to the after dat dont reply my msg n go MIA again

*part ni aku refuse to be the bitch ek..so i will not ask for break up just

becoz i dun want to be the "bastard" klu asik aku tanye break up

nnt org kate ape lak kan ...klu dia nak senyap2 to

dia peh pasal klu org tanya aku attach tak aku bilang org

"u look for guy name S***** ask him if he has a gf"...*

sixth, i still love "dat guy" alot...i just wish he noes....how to 4get him u tell me*wtf lah babe*

seventh, I WANT NYETIANZ GATHERING SOON!.... aku really miss u guys...

*korg ek klu ku ajak kluar nnt satu leh..

lagi satu tak leh..

sedih siot..aku tau nyetz republic mcm tak idop lagi...

entah lah mayb salah aku

pasal tak make it an effort to make us closer kot...

hmm..watever...mcm ikot kate kak kesygan aku:

" ku dah heck care ngn semua org" hehes.

anyway kitorg nye "prince-among-the-nyetz"

ajak pi ice-skating...so pikirkan lah...*

reminder: if u dun like the language i use in my blog regarding certain thing eg.parent ...pls ek leave..haha..seriosly this is my place... get this " takmo laggar line aku,kau jage je line kau"

but all comments are allow at tagboard....i dun mind wether positive or negitive...*cuma klu comment klu ade yg ilang paham2 je hehe*

yesturday my buddy,lut sings *n wid guitar of coz* this one song he made himself (was on the phone wit him)....its was a malay song *like duh*... then suddenly i crieddunno y lah.sey..huahuahuahua...the lyrics somehow touch my heart lah *actually ku terase arh lyric mcm penah ku alami* then i ask him to change song.goodness he sing my mom fav songs...i laugh none stop... esp. when he sang song by amuk-sendiri , ending of each verse of the song goes "YEAHHHHHH!!!!" *biasak kate amuk* hahaha funny siot....he try to make hoarse voice haha...

ok dats.tat. so take care pple.

FEEL FREE TO SPEAK UR MIND.

sitting in a room full of ppl...when i scream the thing dat coming running to me is ecoh

This world, This world is cold But you don't, you don't have to go You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely And no one seems to care Your Mother's gone and your father hits You this pain you cannot bare But we all bleed the same way as you do We all have the same things to go thru Hold On... If you feel like letting go Hold on...It gets better than you know Your days say you they're getting to long And your nights you can't sleep at all And you're not sure what you're looking for But you don't want to no more And you're not sure what you're waiting for But you don't want to no more But we all bleed the same way as you do We all have the same things to go thru Hold On...If you feel like letting go Hold On... It gets betther than you know Don't stop Looking you're one step closer Don't stop searching its not over...Hold On What are you looking For? What are you waiting for? Do you know what you're doing to me? Go ahead...What are you waiting for? Hold on...If you feel like letting go Hold On...It gets better than you know Don't stop looking you're one step closer Don't stop searching it's not over...Hold On

im lost.
so confuse.
my life's in a mess.
i start the year retardedly.
i have a boyfriend who couldt care abt me.
i have a crush on someone i noe for a very long time.
his attach.haha.
i have emotional problem.
it wont hurt.dun worry.haha.
my parent so pressuring.
my dad's an asshole.
COME ON SHOOT ME.